ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Literature Text
I didn't mean to
It all started innocently enough
Helping you out at breakfast club
which was a one-time thing
A couple of lunches
here and there
Thighs brushing
by accident
Waiting by my locker before lunch
it's probably temporary
Then it turns into this
For me
that is
Maybe for you
it's a different story
Maybe for you
you're just happy
that you have a new friend
Who's more than happy
to spend time with you
But nevertheless
I tripped
and fell
Spiralling downwards
I fell out of time
with him
and into time
with you
But no
I cannot
I cannot reduce my love for him
to simple humps
and groans
in a staircase
To nonchalant wonderings of
"How was your day?"
To a static silence
on the way home
thinking
"Maybe we're just off today"
I cannot reduce 23 wonderful months with him
before you
into mere dust
I cannot
But yet here I am
Maybe I am reading too much
I say
Maybe we could just be friends
But my heart rebels
crying
"Oh
woe is me!"
But woe is me!
When my heart and mind
rebel together
when one loves him
and the other thinks it loves you
So I comfort myself
No
I am reading into it too much
No
that innocent brush of hands
truly was innocent
No
your insistence upon saying
"as you wish"
does not mean anything
No
No
No
I am thinking too much
Yet still I fall
down this endless rabbit hole
Floating around me
your smile
the brush of our legs when we sit down
his hands
how you say "mhmm"
his lovely eyes
a whisk of his deodorant
Clashing and bumping
I try to untangle my senses
even though it's futile
Even my dreams are confused
Starting with a happy time with you
then his scorching anger
looking back sadly at you
ending with his kiss
Each way I turn
is a dead end
Will I ever get out?
Or am I already on the outside
struggling to be let back in?
I am lost
But I didn't mean to be
honest
It all started innocently enough
Helping you out at breakfast club
which was a one-time thing
A couple of lunches
here and there
Thighs brushing
by accident
Waiting by my locker before lunch
it's probably temporary
Then it turns into this
For me
that is
Maybe for you
it's a different story
Maybe for you
you're just happy
that you have a new friend
Who's more than happy
to spend time with you
But nevertheless
I tripped
and fell
Spiralling downwards
I fell out of time
with him
and into time
with you
But no
I cannot
I cannot reduce my love for him
to simple humps
and groans
in a staircase
To nonchalant wonderings of
"How was your day?"
To a static silence
on the way home
thinking
"Maybe we're just off today"
I cannot reduce 23 wonderful months with him
before you
into mere dust
I cannot
But yet here I am
Maybe I am reading too much
I say
Maybe we could just be friends
But my heart rebels
crying
"Oh
woe is me!"
But woe is me!
When my heart and mind
rebel together
when one loves him
and the other thinks it loves you
So I comfort myself
No
I am reading into it too much
No
that innocent brush of hands
truly was innocent
No
your insistence upon saying
"as you wish"
does not mean anything
No
No
No
I am thinking too much
Yet still I fall
down this endless rabbit hole
Floating around me
your smile
the brush of our legs when we sit down
his hands
how you say "mhmm"
his lovely eyes
a whisk of his deodorant
Clashing and bumping
I try to untangle my senses
even though it's futile
Even my dreams are confused
Starting with a happy time with you
then his scorching anger
looking back sadly at you
ending with his kiss
Each way I turn
is a dead end
Will I ever get out?
Or am I already on the outside
struggling to be let back in?
I am lost
But I didn't mean to be
honest
Literature
Kati's Character Sheet
First Name: Katarina (Kati/Angel)
Last Name: Shinai
Age: 16
Gender: f
Appearance: short (4' 6.5"), shoulder-length pale blonde hair, crystal blue eyes
Personality: kind and understanding, sometimes silly and a bit immature, but dead serious when shit goes down.
Love interest: Ahahahahahah-what? O///o
Friend(s): Eren Jaeger, Mikasa Ackerman, Armin Arlert, Sasha (I don't rember what her last name is...)
Backstory: She lived in a small experimental village right outside of Wall Maria, and they didn't have any Titan problems until she was 7; the village was attacked by a mob of 1 and 2 metre Titans, she suffered a leg injury, her brother
Literature
Character Sheet
Name:
Class: Warrior
Race: Human
Age: 18
Hair: Blond. Long but tightly braided to fall in a plait down her back. She does nothing fancy with it and rarely even pulls it out of its braid.
Skin: Tanned and dirty, she has a few scars on her arms and one on her left cheek.
Eyes: A surprisingly bright grey-green.
Height: Tall.
Weight: Heavily built, she has muscles.
Clothing: She tends to wear full plate armour at almost all times, it is dented and well used, with no decoration. When not wearing these she will wear brown pants and an undyed shirt.
Weapons: None, instead she carries a huge shield as tall as herself with large spikes. While she ca
Literature
Barbara Boil Character Sheet
Name: Barbara Boil
Age: 21
Birthplace: Baterilla, South Blue
Aliases/Epithets: Deadly Mist
Affiliations: Helios Organization, Twinskull Pirates
Sexuality: Straight
Bounty: None
Strengths: Charismatic, Cunning
Weaknesses: Cowardly, Vain, Self indulgent
Personality:
Barbara is playful, flirtatious and a bit sadistic. She has expensive taste, especially fine wine and expensive clothes.
She is a bit cowardly and will run from battle if she thinks she can get hurt. She dosen't want to be a leader and prefers to be the leaders girlfriend, so she can get the perks of leadership without the responsibility or people targeting her.
Bio:
Barbar
Suggested Collections
Featured in Groups
There needs to be a "confusion" button in the romance section. Then it'd look something like this:
Literature>Poetry>Romantic>Confusion>Free Verse
Because general is just too general
Though to be honest this is probably very typical, haha
Just needed to get this out there...
'Cause this was dying to be birthed
Oh yes, as usual, comments welcomed
Literature>Poetry>Romantic>Confusion>Free Verse
Because general is just too general
Though to be honest this is probably very typical, haha
Just needed to get this out there...
'Cause this was dying to be birthed
Oh yes, as usual, comments welcomed
Comments8
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
This was long for something that I read - in length, not words I REALLY enjoyed it though. I understand the feeling while not having fallen in love and all but I understand and I like the concept, idea, and how you managed to execute the concept. At places there is rhyming that I really liked as well and over all it is a fine, emotional poem. What I am happy about is that the ending did not go 'bad' it ended with confusion. And it is hard to forget someone you loved. Unless you can be me